K i'm deviating. Thing is, I HATE MYSELF. HATE WHO I AM. "sat down for a minute, grew up into men" don't take that literally. I just feel so serious and stern and old and so utterly UN-fun at the moment. This is so unorthodox but really, i wish there was a dummies guide on how to be fun. It used to come so naturally. But right now, i'm just so drained and boring. FML.
AND SEEING MY EC EVERYDAY and pretending to be apathetic at the same time is tiring.
